Sorry for the silence over here on the blog the past few days. I was away at a middle school retreat and then ended up super sick and in bed most of the weekend unable to even hang out with the awesome youth. Between all that and other factors, blogging just didn’t happen. It actually seems quite fitting that I had planned to blog today about giving up guilt.
While there are good and healthy places for guilt, like when it convicts you of sin, I often find myself struggling with unnecessary guilt placed on my shoulders most often by myself. This weekend had potential for a lot of that…
… Potential to, as I mentioned, get stressed about the things that didn’t get done, like not getting the blog up or things at work that didn’t get done before I left.
… Potential to feel bad about not being able to be a part of the retreat and potentially getting other people sick.
… Potential to block out those who wanted to care for me while sick.
… Potential to see necessary self-care as selfish
But you’ll notice that in all those things, and many more I could have listed, I used the word potential. I saw this weekend the work that God has been doing in my heart the past few weeks in this process of “giving up”. Each of those were areas where I could have found myself overwhelmed with guilt and frustration. Yet, by God’s grace, somehow that wasn’t the case. Before I even declared in my mind to give up that unnecessary guilt about things outside of my control, God was already working that in my heart.
He drew me into grace that things that most needed to be done would be, and the world would go on without a few dishes done or blogs posted.
He helped me see his hand of provision and protection instead of wallowing in pity or self-preservation.
He has surrounded me with awesome people who care about me whether I ask for it or not and brought me to a place of gratitude instead of guilt.
Some things we have no control of in lofe. Let’s give up the guilt that Satan tries to use to steal and kill and destroy our lives. And for the things where we really ARE guilty, we can give up that guilt too as we run to the cross and find our amazing God ready and waiting to exchange it for His grace.
“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” (Romans 8:1)
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)
“Forgetting the things that are behind and reaching out for the things that are ahead, with this goal in mind, I strive toward the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:14)